Searching of...

I'm falling again, this time in fear as taught by the previous experience.

I don't need to feel inferior just because I'm not the cup of tea of someone.

Maybe he's just not the right one. Where are you price charm?

All I have to say

It's unbelievable. I don't know how to say but it's my first day working.

*butterfly in the stomach*

It even got worse when I realised that I was placed next to the team manager! Yup, she's just right beside me..

I felt so uneasy =s

Boredom at work, high work volume plus busy peasy working pace makes me start doubting my compatibility to the job.

But stilll arghhhh~~~ I don't know how to say~

*self-convincing* It's just a job after all. Tomorrow is another day. Aja~

Confused

It's a headache when it comes to jobs and jobs-related stuffs.

I worried so much when I am jobless, but now when I am employed, I felt like being exploited.

So the key is the pay. A pay that I could barely survive in the city of KL, needless to mention about the pursue of my dreams.

Perhaps I should just proceed with what I have now. No more comparisons! Arghh.. I don't know.