Confession

Dear bloggie, I don't mean to abandon you (again) ^^

War time, be right back soon :)

I need a big big hug!

Done!

Yeah. Done with my VIVA finally!

It was pretty okay actually but I was too nervous. 

I guess my shaky voice betrayed the confidence look that I am portraying. Oh wells.

That's not the worse part yet. You know what, I actually lost my favourite pair of black peep-toe heels. FML max :(

Yes, and I shall hunt for my heels in the campus early early morning tomorrow ><>

Tensed

It's all tensed up. Super tension nao.

24 hours before my VIVA presentation, and with such a shitty, non-presentable results,

how am I going to survive the bombs of all my dear panel?

Just pray that I could walk out of the presentation hall A.L.I.V.E   :(

Fear

It's going to be fine. It's going to be fine. It's going to be fine. It's going to be fine.

I'm going to repeat this for 1000 times, after self-hypnotizing, will everything turn out fine?

I'm not sure but I can only try my very best.

Realization

Things that happened last weekend. It's not totally unpredictable.

(I'm smart, but don't think that it's good to be too smart at times)

I wouldn't deny that heartbroken moment, but that was just for a day or two.

In a way, I am given a chance to move on, I should be thankful!

And you, please don't blame me for my unreasonable behaviour

Put yourself in my shoes, it's somehow painful to fake a smile.

We don't need to talk anymore, perhaps 60 days later we'll not be seeing each other forever.

That's it. 

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I wish upon the stars, may you have all the happiness.

Take care :)

 

Entangled

She is still the foolish girl who believe in 'nothing-is-going-to-change-her-love-for-him'.

Is that true?

Feel like soul being teared apart. Incomplete.

I just don't get it

We are from entirely different world.

It's difficult for me to blend into your fantansy world, struggling hard just to find a common topic to chat.

I admit, it's really difficult. 

Perhaps

The best are always things that we never get our hands on. Typical homo sapiens.

A very great guy he is. And I guess I have very solid reason to regret over what I’ve done. Irony, kan?

Anyways, once the chance is gone, it’ll never come back.

I’ll be definitely miss the days we chatted so casually, fooling around and all.

So shall I say, friends forever? :)

Now you know

I’m so screwed. My Genomics midterm is so badly done *shed tears*

But *shrugs* I have got no time to upset over this as there are more important task awaits.

I still yet to figure out my future direction, working or studying, local or abroad? I would say I’m pretty lost.

But I think I would prefer to get into contact with people, rather than performing the dull and boring routine tasks.

Still there’re loads of barriers that I need to breakthrough. 

I shall never give up my dreams. Who knows it might comes true. Urgh. *dive to bed*

*** Update: I think I’ve got the awesomest friends! We’ve had our BT news forum in the study room. Topics ranging from random gossips, future career/studies, milk, yellow jokes, sex-related topics, ratio of ‘length-to-diameter’ thingie etc. Yes, the venue is in study room. I bet the people around find us so annoying and disturbing. But I don’t care and I thought it’s really cool! Lol.

Love you guys my friends! *big wet kiss*

Complexity

The new shirt /dress that I bought. I wonder why am I so obsessed with dresses recently.

Probably because I don’t have to spend extra money buying the ‘bottoms’.

*shrug*

Love max  ♥

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I have a feeling that I’ll be so screwed this semester. You know what, I just don’t feel like studying nor thesis-ing, not even doing the soon-to-due lab reports! Pffff.

I would just sit back and relax, Facebook-ing, reading blogs, browsing the art work of my favorite photogs or  play around with baby (aimlessly). Sighs. I have this kind of mindset that ‘It’s the final semester already’, and wouldn’t want to bury myself in that piles of notes. Instead I would like to enjoy and create more memories. But now I think I should just balance things up, just to ensure my survival till the day I officially graduated.

Okay, so back to the killer fermentation lab report due tomorrow! Till then.

Decision

我相信总有一天，我会找到一个很爱很爱我的人，不管我有没有钱，长得漂不漂亮。

-就想赖着你-

对不起，我不再等你了。

从今天开始，我要好好的生活，更爱自己一点。

就算只是一个人。

Bouldering @ Mad Monkeyz

Bouldering @ Mad Monkeyz was quite an unique and interesting experience.

It’s something sort of rock climbing, but at a much lower height,

which still requires pretty much of skills and physical strength.

And I’m really lousy at that. Booo booo.

The shoes are so tiny that our toes were squeeze together. Can be used for ballet dancing lol.

 

    

 

 

  Super girl, Sio Yen!

Jee Yann, monkey of the day.

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Had so much of fun!

Tired but contented.

The boys found something new to spend their time :)

For more info, log on to

www.madmonkeyzclimbing.com

Graduation Photo Shooting

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These are few of my favourite shots during last week’s pre-graduation photo shooting.

Love how we dress decently in formal, black and white in exact, which look so professional and cool!

We rocks!!! BT rockss!