When I’m alone

If anyone ever asked, I wouldn’t d deny how I fear to be alone.  Love makes me stronger, and I felt alive loving someone I loved.

It takes me a long long time to learn that ‘it’s okay to be alone’, but others told me that it’s okay not to.

They said, “two is better than one".

One day

Ridiculous. I left mine at your place and yours were left at her place.

So, I began to wonder... with no words to explain, without a single idea.

And I think I’m yet to find the true meaning.

A stroll in the rain

Hi, I am not sure if anyone had this feeling? A feeling of completely lost. Not only losing my sense of direction, basically, confidence, dreams, self-esteem, belief and faith are all varnished. I have no idea of where I should go, how to do things, or, why I am here and why am I doing things I am doing now. Am I losing my identity?

I am so afraid. I have no one with me, none. No one could ever understand. How should I do? 

Goodbye. Friday

Friday used to be the most anticipated day of the week, but today, it was filled with a little sorrow. Another colleague of mine left.

Since I joined the company half a year ago, I have witness a number of my colleagues leaving for good. Often, it kept me wondering, who’s next? or rather when’s my turn? I mean I don’t have much complain now as work has been pretty manageable after a half year of experience. Besides, I love the people whom I work together with! They’re young, energetic, cool and just as crazy as me!

But when that conflict of interest arises, I have no choice but to seek for better opportunity.

Sighs. I don’t know. One thing that never change in me: I hate saying goodbye *insert sad face*

ps. CH, you’ll be missed! <3