When I’m alone

If anyone ever asked, I wouldn’t d deny how I fear to be alone.  Love makes me stronger, and I felt alive loving someone I loved.

It takes me a long long time to learn that ‘it’s okay to be alone’, but others told me that it’s okay not to.

They said, “two is better than one".

On my wall

 

I painted my dreams.

Despite knowing this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, I don’t have the slightest idea why am I standing in fear.

Please enlighten me.

A change of perspective

Things could get so much better when we’re not only focusing on the bad sides.

It’s an art to turn imperfections into something that is valued.

Freshly plucked from the garden, well, I mean florist

Life isn’t a beautiful bed of roses. I have got too many stuffs lingering in my tiny brain lately. There’s  so much to do, so much to achieve, so much to think about, it almost drives me to the edge of devastation.

Sometimes, I tend to have much expectation towards someone/something that when they eventually turn out to be the other way round, I’m disappointed. Sometimes I tends to indulged in dreams of fantasy that I forget to count on my blessings. However, I’m glad that some little thing and some random people that I have met in my life, actually taught me precious lessons. I’m truly blessed.

Life’s is difficult but not always, I believe there’s always a way out!

A little out

In contrary to yesterday's beautiful mind, today I’m a little stress of work. It’s quite a challenge to juggle between quality and quantity, but it can’t be compromise for I have to achieve both. Being just a tiny me, I can’t help but just to pray that everything goes well.

Or maybe it’s just about time to look for a better prospect?

16th Mac

 

I am feeling beautiful today.

And I’m happy to be inspired by those awesome photographers out there that I randomly came across at!

There’s so much more to learn and much more to explore.

Ah, life is good.

Madness.

 

It’s a cruel fact that reality kept pushing me off my comfort zone. But here’s the point: priorities.

 I need to decide on them before I could even move on. There goes another sleepless night. Oh wells.

I closed my eyes and prayed.

I know it’s harsh, it’s difficult. But somewhere out there, there’s hope. Let’s work together.

Stay strong my darlings.

Goodbye. Friday

Friday used to be the most anticipated day of the week, but today, it was filled with a little sorrow. Another colleague of mine left.

Since I joined the company half a year ago, I have witness a number of my colleagues leaving for good. Often, it kept me wondering, who’s next? or rather when’s my turn? I mean I don’t have much complain now as work has been pretty manageable after a half year of experience. Besides, I love the people whom I work together with! They’re young, energetic, cool and just as crazy as me!

But when that conflict of interest arises, I have no choice but to seek for better opportunity.

Sighs. I don’t know. One thing that never change in me: I hate saying goodbye *insert sad face*

ps. CH, you’ll be missed! <3

#2

- Inspirations can come from some small, random, irrelevant stuffs around -

Can I just choose to please myself when obviously I can't please everyone around me?

Now that you’ve gone…

Nah, I think everyone must have missed my black, thick, luscious and silky straight hair. It took me quite a while to decide when I am so comfortable with what I had previously. Well, I guess life is just about choices and decisions to be made. I can choose to stay back for the insecurity of the uncertain future. Knowing that I would do good in my current position, but what about the road not taken?

Would it be better or worse?

Just as the famous saying, “Life is like a box of chocolates, you’ll never know what you’re going to get.” Opting for a change is something I’ve always wanted to, yet often lack of courage. In fact, I’m happy with the change. It’s not the best, but something new and worth trying.

Counting down, 2 weeks before the start of something new. What more, Christmas is just around the corner! No Christmas gifts for my dear friends this year, but we’re gonna spend some sweet time together (and this reminds me that I haven bought my bus ticket =X Alright alright.

I love December for I always find valid reason to pamper my ownself and of course, the one I love.

Good day, people! :D

Reminiscence

I miss each and everyone of you.

I really do.

MISC

It has been the fourth month since I started to work.

Basically, I’m not happy at all with that bored routine and heavy work load.

Most importantly, I’m totally running out of the precious “ME” time, plus nothing about this job interest me.

I don’t feel good or motivated at the end of the day; that sense of achievement is somehow lacking.

I’m just glad that I could finish all the job assigned on time, the feeling of relief. (shouldn’t be that way, right?)

Argh, work aside. Now that I’m legally adult, having the ability to pay for my own expenses,

don’t you time it’s time to work on something called ‘Dreams’?  =D

I shall seriously figure it out!

 

p/s: shopping session with Ms Sherril Leow tomorrow. I’m such a big spender boohoo.

Tell me, tell me

No worries. I’m still alive and happy that I’m less occupied by work in the 1st week of the month! :D

Finally I have some sweet time over the weekend, unfortunately I’m having mild fever….

which I ended up don’t feel like doing anything at all! ><

So it’s basically a rainy Saturday night, a girl falling sick and home-alone, this is pretty sucks after all.

Anyhow, I manage to read through my old blog posts which was written like exactly a year ago.

Couldn’t believe that it’s the end of the year again. I’m totally terrified by how fast time flies,

how drastically things have changed and how different I am now.

I feel unsecure and fear that I would lose myself, when all the passion and enthusiasm in me fades away.

It’s time to do something! Plan plan plan. I need more courage, no more staying in the comfort zone, like a coward!

Fight ya girl!